Aritu msg2 ngn ' him ' , beh papa suroh gi kedai , i go lahh . I left my phone pat rmh . Beh adiku yg bengap p msg ' him ' telling hw i feel towards ' him ' , and it was like evrything . He told me , beh he mrh2 adik psl adik mcm bbl konek gtu . I told him ' u tkmuh mrh adik i uhc , im wrong now . blame me . if it wasn't me yg tk luper bwak phone , im sure u tk mrh2 gyni bout apa my adik brags about me . ' beh the next day ' he ' blg me sumthing . Beh he ask if apa adik i ckp btl tk ?? , i dunwanna lie my feelings , so i told him , btl uhc . he nvr rply me since then . So , yeahh , adik nmpak me cut out his name at my wrist . Adik mrh me ' oi !! kau bdh peh !! da lahh babi !! ' , i scold her back ' eh , klau kau tk buat keje bdh , kau tk blg dyr , akuh tk buat kejer bdh ny lahh ' , beh adik kata ' sorry ' and she left . Now , i dunnoe if u cum bck , i shld take the chance or not . We ended being just ' TTM ' . i guess we won't be going further , its u now .

Niary amek mama blek . N now , mama tgh rest . i'll blog another day .

p.s To those who text me and my rply mcm suckish gtu , tkmuh mrh , try understanding me , thanks .